Tougher

Gardens by the bay

At this stage, I'm tested with trials after trials..

Subhanallah, He still remembers me..

Although I am so far from Him for quite some time..

I am remorseful, shameful and ignorant of my actions.

Want to repent... so desperately. I admit.

I wish I could find someone to guide me again.

Because I'm not as strong as what people assumed I would be.

But fate brought me here for a reason.

I have to start improving myself.

It may be tough at the very beginning...

So tough...

But in shaa allah...

I will get there.

And until I am the new Huda, I must not give up.

Allahu ma'ana.