Tawakkal

An-Nahdhah Mosque | 3rd May 2016

Lately, I am a mess.

Things have been down, down, down-- and down.

I'm lying on clouds that aren't even there at the first place. 

still hanging onto a hope that leads me to nowhere.

...but tried riding the pain and problems away. 

Making inevitable visits to places that left me a memory so sweet but yet so sorrow. 

...I wish I hadn't.

Your name, is always said by accident through another human's lips.

It was heart breaking to even-- breath after that. 

Kept all your gifts underneath those boxes. 

Hoping one day I would find and look at it as a history.

Melancholy.

Too upset to even admit the truth that I am still trying to let it go.

Let you go...

If we ever cross paths again,

I swear to Allah, I will only smile and then leave everything else to Him.